Sometimes I find myself thinking of all the ruin and destruction and pain you have caused with your drinking and drugging. The anger and selfishness that follows you like a cloud of dirty smoke. Stealing, lying, hurting your wife, your children, your mother, brother, your friends. And you are the victim.
Every time I think "Wouldn't it be nice if he could be here and we could . . ". I remember that no, you wouldn't be here. You would be off in your own little world of using and selfishness . . . angry, bitter and alone.
You were gone almost all last year, and now I have a protective order for another year. I keep thinking could we possibly come back from this? I know I can forgive, but can you quit?
that's the question.
Friday, August 13, 2010
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